Hi, I’m Sharmin, living in a small province in Philippines. I have friends but not best friends, i really wish to have one but in this world full of pretenses i really don’t think i would be able to have one. Until now, nobody really knew who really i am coz I’m still also figuring it out. I don’t trust people so easily because every time that I’m about to, they’re giving me reasons not to. And yeah i hate being judged and manipulated by other people with the exception of my parents. All my life, i felt that i never really did what i really want , i always need to listen on what my parents want me to do, it’s because i love them too much that i don’t want to disappoint them again. I tried to do things before that i think would make me feel happy, but I’m wrong, i realize that I’m just being rebellious and at the end of the day i can’t do anything but to feel sorry.

 It’s hard playing the act of being nothing when you really want to be the best in everything but i have to hold on with it, I’ve got to finish what i started. I want people to love me as it is, as simple as i am right now. Yes, I’m pretty shy and not too confident now. I wasn’t like this before, i just choose to be like this now. I hate people acting superior around me, i hate people boasting anything in life, i hate people who’s really good at criticizing yet they don’t know how crappy they can be. I hate stereotyping.

I may be a grown up now but inside i’m just a 5-year-old girl who likes to hear fairy tales or any happy ending stories. I may be practical in stalking about things but i believe in destiny, soul-mate and prince charmings. In terms of love, i don’t fall in-love that easily, I’m guarding my heart. I just don’t want to be hurt again. I’ve already experience the pain of being shattered into pieces once and i just don’t want history to repeat itself again.

I’m someone who can be offended easily but won’t talk about it coz i know how to hold back but be careful not to piss me to death coz you won’t know what Scorpio’s can do when really mad. I got this trait from my father though. He’s always asking me to keep my feet on the ground and be calm as much as possible. He taught me not to act when I’m angry coz it would just result in not-too-nice-stuff. He doesn’t taught me how to be a fighter but my mother wants me to but I’m used to being calm anyway.